Random post
Been going around reading people's blog....too free huh?? Ha ha but still dunno wat to blog for myself. It's Interesting to read people's blog its like being instant friends with a stranger.......some are really bitchy some just plain ordinary other are just so random. Im always curious about how people in other countries live out their lives,maybe thats why i always yearn to travek or emigrate. sometimes i feel that its so boring in singapore everything is so man made , no mountains no canyons no NATURE. i feel bored and disorientated so. So busy nowadays....... Final year projects,professional profilling, working , schooling,........theres no way i can pull this off. By the way we are going to start our final year project anybody got a good script for us to start filming?? Recently a large crack appeared on my laptop a very large crack but my lappy still is usable ble the cracks starts to get larger and i think the LCD collapsing soon. I really wonder how it cracks and its and internal crack therefore its gets more mysterious....haha life seems a drag nowadays i really hate it!!!wats with all the technology?? Its Just there to make us spend more money . Cant u guys understand that this is an endless cycle?? they make u dependant on these computer's ,laptop , pda's and even blueberry........humans are so stupid by creating technology they think that we are the master's we are improving we are stepping forward but then are we really the masters??? Can the computers run without us?? YES!! they can but can we do without them?? I Seriously dont think so........Just 10 years ago all of us could live with only our watches now we gotta carry our handphones PDA LAPTOPS so i wonder who is the master..................
My ALL time FAVOURITE song
This is a song which really touched the deepest part of my heart.I first heard this song when i was about 8 years old. I was sleeping when somebody was listening to the radio when this song was played i imediately sat up straight........it's been so long but i still at some time or another always take out this song and listen to it .I really like this song if there is an RP IDOL im gonna take part using this song.Recently just saw the lyrics on BYON's Blog So decided to cut and paste to share with you guy Enjoy it guys!!
ps: The lyrics are really meaningful
she’s always on my mind,
from the time i wake up
’till i close my eyes
she’s everywhere i go
she’s all i know
though she’s so far away
it’s just keeps getting stronger
every day
and even now she’s gone
i’m still holding on
so tell me where do i start
’cause it’s breaking my heart
don’t wanna let her go
chorus:
maybe my love will come back some day
only heaven knows
and maybe our hearts will find their way
only heaven knows
and all i can do is hope and pray
’cause heaven knows
my friends keep telling me
that if you really love her
you’ve gotta set her free
and if she returns in kind
i’ll know she’s mine
so tell me where do i start
’cause it’s breaking my heart
don’t wanna let her go
chorus
why i live in despair
’cause wide awake or dreaming
i know she’s never there
and all these time i act so brave
i’m shaking inside
why does it hurt me so…
chorus
Rick Price - Heaven Knows
Entry to "Be A Star"
I will be going for my Audition on 7.9.2005 wednesday 6.30pm. Anybody wanna go with me??
6 more days to go but still dunno what im going to sing........any comments?? Been practising at home but not really well i guess.Shag
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO ME
Hmmm although this post is a little late but my gratitude to the boys and girls who make my 21st birthday such a memorable and eventful day.Just like any other birthday parties there are people who are invited and appeared and those who got on MY NERVES WHO PROMISED THEY WOULD COME BUT DIDNT SHOW UP............so i quite pissed with them anyway my birthday has come and go......suddenly 21 liao reach the MAGIC NUMBER liao......i think its time to grow up le time to earn my GTR and other things.
THANKS TO ALL PEOPLE WHO CAME TO MY B"DAE INCLUDING GAMING.RP AND MY VERY OWN GAMBLING.RP without u guys i wouldnt be here today IM REALLLY TOUCHED(after esther incident i really treasure our friendship IM REALLY VULNERABLE NOW)
The Ger at FIL
Have u ever fallen in love??........ i have in fact quite a few times. hmmm.....how do u know u are in love??>>>>>well,usually u will feel moody when she's not around,u will feel excited when u are with her, u feel relieved when u see her, look for her when she's not around ,butterflies in ur stomach when she smileszzz at u,ur heart will race like a ferrari......watever gers u see doesnt even make u take a second glance dont feel like doing anything only wanna be with her ........ are u having the above mentioned symptoms?? if u dun have its ok if u have i dunno whether to congratulate u or console sometimes.....i mean most of the times loving somebody is painful........for ur info im having all the symptoms,can somebody reccommend me a doctor?? im really in pain rite now.............theres a sense of hollowness in my heart my heart is bleeding and its not healing............ my dream ger is floating away from me slowly i see her fading and theres nothin i can do.SHES GOT A BOYFRIEND
driving a bmw somemore.......who am i?? who am i to court for her love?? i am nobody...
there is already 6 dwarfs vying for snow white's love im the 7th dwarf ......do u think i still have a chance??although its already been 2 weeks but the scene of her
climbing into the BMW is still fresh in my mind the scene seems to be like a broken record repeating and skipping repeating and skipping.....while my brain is churning my heart starts to feel damp.....until i realise that deep inside its bleeding profusely im hurting really painful no words nor expressions can describe or even suggest wat im going through now.i really miss u i really like u can i hope for a miracle?? i would love to witness a miracle now........NO i should not be so bad ....
i like her i love her i treasure her i wish the best for her i wanna give her happiness............i hope her current bf treats her well i wish them happiness.......being noble doesnt ease the pain,its still there ,now its still throbbing....... my world is crushed destroyed DAMN IT............im exhausted .....
.......really exhausted..........damn exhausting ................exhausted...............................exhausted...................................exhausted..................................................................................ex
I really miss you ...........(will a miracle happen??
Have u ever missed someone and felt
terrible
because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?
Missing someone is a terrible but at the
same time,
sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if u
meant
anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.
Rushing to the phone once it rings
hoping that it's
him/her.
Looking out of the window hoping that
he/she will
surprise u by appearing downstairs.
Sitting in front of the television but
thinking of
her
missing the final episode of your
favourite show.
Laying on your bed, thinking of the last
time u wen
out together.
Thinking of how nice it will be to sit
under the stars
again, talking about everything, your
dreams,
plans, future.
Logging on to the internet hoping to see
him/her
online.
When u realise that he/she isn't online
and did not
return your page, u will start worrying if
he/she is
okay.
Missing someone is a way of growing up i
guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being
lonely and let u
know that there is actually a feeling
known as
emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care and u indulge
in the
feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if
he/she is
feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him/her and
let them
know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.
Don't let the feeling of missing someone
become
jealousy or paranoid.
If u are the one being missed and u know
it, let the
other party know.
if u miss him/her too, tell them.
Don't let them wait.
My Birthday
Hmmm My Birthday is coming.I think im rather frustrated by the implications....... Where to go.... wat to do?...... How much money available?.....
Can anybody rescue me?? so to MY convenience i shall invite everybody to MY birthday OUTING (its outing only ok not party) so this will be the itenary for that day here goes........
8am Everybody meet up at pasir ris and eat breakfast together(preferbly MACdonalds big breakfast) We shall proceed and stuff ME with big breakfast until I really cannot make it anymore and we shall proceed on to THE ESCAPE THEME PARK (where the fun begins).....
10 to 2pm I shall go on a LAP of honour and play every ride and machine (must make sure I puke until I cannot make it.(must puke if never puke cannot stop)
2pm Have a light lunch at KFC we shall stuff MY already greenish pale face with kfc chicky family meal .(make sure I feel bloated)
3pm Continue at Escape or switch over to wet & wild and again make sure I pukes again......(even if I doesnt puke i think I will get appendicitis)
6pm make our way down to marina south for steamboat and bbq buffet (no CHIN HUAT LIVE SEAFOOD pls!!) LOBSTER BIGGER THAN LITTLE GIRL......LOL!!(sorry i could not resist that haha.
7.15 Start eating at marina south eat and eat but dun forget to make sure that I am Damn Bloated.
9.15 After that we shall proceed to CANTO to party away the night..............HAHAHAHA I think i dun have to say anything u all know wat to do.......(Drink martell , absolut, Tequilla and any nonsense until i puke until I die
after that somebody and i really mean ANYBODY pls send me home to Blk 50 Hoy Fatt Road #04-121 If really cannot Singapore general Hospital can do also IF REALLY REALLY REALLY I HANG LANTERN PLEASE BRING ME TO SINGAPORE CASKET.......MY FAMILY AND ME SHALL BE INDEBTED TO YOU FOREVER
SO.................here it ends the day filled with fun filled laught and vomit and THANKS to all the guys involved in my BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS and F U N E R A L.
