Dasmond

The Ger at FIL

Have u ever fallen in love??........ i have in fact quite a few times. hmmm.....how do u know u are in love??>>>>>well,usually u will feel moody when she's not around,u will feel excited when u are with her, u feel relieved when u see her, look for her when she's not around ,butterflies in ur stomach when she smileszzz at u,ur heart will race like a ferrari......watever gers u see doesnt even make u take a second glance dont feel like doing anything only wanna be with her ........ are u having the above mentioned symptoms?? if u dun have its ok if u have i dunno whether to congratulate u or console sometimes.....i mean most of the times loving somebody is painful........for ur info im having all the symptoms,can somebody reccommend me a doctor?? im really in pain rite now.............theres a sense of hollowness in my heart my heart is bleeding and its not healing............ my dream ger is floating away from me slowly i see her fading and theres nothin i can do.SHES GOT A BOYFRIEND
driving a bmw somemore.......who am i?? who am i to court for her love?? i am nobody...
there is already 6 dwarfs vying for snow white's love im the 7th dwarf ......do u think i still have a chance??although its already been 2 weeks but the scene of her
climbing into the BMW is still fresh in my mind the scene seems to be like a broken record repeating and skipping repeating and skipping.....while my brain is churning my heart starts to feel damp.....until i realise that deep inside its bleeding profusely im hurting really painful no words nor expressions can describe or even suggest wat im going through now.i really miss u i really like u can i hope for a miracle?? i would love to witness a miracle now........NO i should not be so bad ....
i like her i love her i treasure her i wish the best for her i wanna give her happiness............i hope her current bf treats her well i wish them happiness.......being noble doesnt ease the pain,its still there ,now its still throbbing....... my world is crushed destroyed DAMN IT............im exhausted .....
.......really exhausted..........damn exhausting ................exhausted...............................exhausted...................................exhausted..................................................................................ex

posted by Dasmond @ 1:34 PM